NuffnangX

Tuesday, May 31, 2011

Pray for her, would you?


Pray.

A few hours ago, I went to UMSC with my uncle. My granny is kinda sick now, so we have to bring her to see doctor, and if possible, admit her in the hospital too. At first, she refused to go to hospital. But, for her own health, we kinda 'forced' her to go. Sigh. *sorry!*

Reached there around 8pm. Registered and waited for our turn. She had to go to a room where oxygen is available for her. She had to use a tube to connect the oxygen source to her nose. She had to sit there, like for an hour, to wait for her turn. Looking at her, sitting alone there, doing nothing, really makes me feel hurt. I took a chair and sit together with her. I tried to chat with her so she won't feel bored and simply think of something else.

She needs oxygen most of the time. My house got 3 oxygen tank i guess, and every 2 or 3 days, some guy will come to our house to change the tank. Last time, the tank changed after one or two week, but now, 2 to 3 days? Its really getting serious huh? =(

Prof Liam, her doctor examined her. He said she lacks of oxygen. Now most probably she have to use concentrator, some oxygen source from electric thingy.That machine cost at least 5k! It may cost us around 10k if she is getting more serious in future.

I wish, she will stay healthy FOREVER, but i know it won't. She knows when will be her time to go. She used to tell me that. Thats hurt me a lot. I don't want her to go. I don't want. She's the one who take care of me since I was a baby. She walked with me to kindergarden last time, bought a lot of stuffs for me, listened to my grumble and unhappiness, defensed me when my parents scolded me and lots of lots of stuffs. I think, I'm the one closest to her among all the grandchildren. I love her with all my heart, and she loves me too.

I'm not asking for much. I didn't ask for her to recover totally. I just want her, to be at least, getting better a little? Please? I would do anything, anything, for that. I sacrificed my sleep to write this post, because I really want to express this out. I don't want to keep this to myself. Its, suffocating. There's lot more that I didn't post it out here. I guess I shall put a full stop here.





Pray for her, would you? 
I love you, popo. Stay healthy, always. 



8 comments:

  1. Pray hard that your granny will get well soon ! I will surely pray for it .

    ReplyDelete
  2. thanks thanks! such a nice friend of u! =)

    ReplyDelete
  3. My prayer has always for those who in need :) Your granny won't be excluded, be strong

    ReplyDelete
  4. She will be fine soon (: Just keep praying!

    ReplyDelete
  5. I'll pray for her, be strong :D

    ReplyDelete
  6. I understand how you feel. Happened to me before too :( Pray hard that your granny will get well soon! :)

    ReplyDelete
  7. thanks guys! for all the comment! =) *appreciate!*

    ReplyDelete