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Monday, November 30, 2009

heart-stabbing

Why don't u take a knife and stab into my heart?
It HURTS ...
I really dunno what to do now...
You can just HATE me... 
Do it as you like... 
 

XOXO


my hp went crazy again...
went crazy half way when i chat with him somemore...

can't send msg, can't call also...
error in connection, dong dong :(

lucky this morning back to normal alrdy :)
as usual chat with him...
then took breakfast and watch tv, online...
going to watch tvb dramas again :)

hehe, today no tuition...
can rest for the whole day...
i went to my uncle's place yesterday and had herbal spa there :)  so relaxing...

finally, 100th post for my blog ^^
hmm, blogging, its fun actually...kinda addicted alrdy :P
and problems solved too :) soooo happy...everything is, just fine now...
spm gonna finish too...
2 more days for him :)

guai + naughty = ???
when both of them combined...
it'll be nice, definitely...
he knows, what i mean ^^




I'm in EJ's team :P
EJ means...
Edward & Jacob :) no need to choose then ! 
 

The 100th post :)






i LOVE purple...
its my, colour :)

Sunday, November 29, 2009

Just for YOU, the special one :)

Hmm, he wanted me to write a post for him in my blog...
err, i dunno what to write actually...
how to start arr? ermmm...

u are...
something, ermm, no, someone special...
very special to me...

u always right beside me...
hmm, care about me, always make me happy when I'm sad, moody...
whenever I need u, u'll be there :)

i'm always emotional, kinda easily emo, easily affected by someone else...
any small thing, just a tiny thing can affect me easily...
but when i'm down, u'll care, worried about me...
when i didn't reply your message, u'll text me, or call me lotsa times, just wanna make sure i'm fine, not moody anymore...

when i kena my parents scoldings...
u're always the first one to know...
and u're the one who comforted me, soothed me, supports me...
although i know, everyone is scolding me...
but i know, u'll always being the supportive one, won't let me down...

these days, i emo-ing again...
because i'm sad, then i make him sad again...
i know, i can feel that he's mad, upset because i hide everything from him...
i wanted to let him know what's my thinking, what's in my mind...
but just that i can't...if i was given a choice, i definitely tell him what's in my mind, DEFINITELY !!!
i really wanted to let him know how my heart pain when u're not happy...

Sometimes, i really dunno what's he thinking about...
i wanted to ask, but i didn't...
i know, when he wants to let me know something, he'll tell me...he won't hide unless there's something he can't tell...
i won't force him because i trust him...


i wanted to say sorry...
for what i've done any silly, stupid...
hope its not late, yet...
i always say sorry to him...
but i don't want say sorry to him because i don't want him to get bored of me saying sorry always....
i prefer to say...
i miss u, i love u, instead of saying sorry...




i'll miss u, love u always...
i promised...

she's cute right??


my niece...
she's cute, when she smiled :)





i'm feeling better now, because of u, my dear...
thanks for everything :)

Saturday, November 28, 2009

Miss him ♥

missing him now...

Stomach Pain :(

my god...
my stomach, its pain ! very very pain :(
ate western medicine 1st...
then no effective for me...
ate chinese medicine after few hours...
then feelin' better d :)

Pictures of me & my family :)



myself ...




again XP



my family :)





my messy hair :P




me & my sis



me :)

Friday, November 27, 2009

Two for One right ??


met my ex yesterday in cinema...
it was kinda embarrassing actually when we met each other eyes...
i pretended that i didn't see him at all...i know its bad...

went to my uncle's shop this morning somewhere in metro prima...
his shop going to open on 6th December...
helped him with some renovation thing there for few hours...

well, his shop...
hmm, its a spa shop...
something about herbal spa??? errmm, steam bath i think??
went back home for lunch after that...

resting for the whole day then...
text with him while reading Breaking Dawn, again :P

dang it!!!
hate it when u did this again!!!
whatever now...
do it as ur wish...

Thursday, November 26, 2009

It's AWESOME !!!

New Moon is awesome :)
a must see for twilight fans :P

went cinema at about 10 something...
afraid that can't get the ticket today since today is the first day new moon officially shown in M'sia...

the show is about 2 hrs ++
jacob was...
HANDSOME :D
the show is quite touching, romantic...
but maybe for other ppl (not twilight fans), it'll be super duper boring...

looking forward for the third twilght saga..
ECLIPSE :D

Wednesday, November 25, 2009

Scorpio Baby :)



it's me !!!
the scorpio baby :)

NEW MOON !!!



muahaha!!! going to watch new moon tomorrow !!!
can't wait to see edward cullen & bella swan weyyy :)
& JACOB also !!! He's handsome, handsome & HANDSOME after he cut his long hair short :D


i sang for him when he called me just now...
its the 1st time i sang for him...
kinda weird & funny :)
he kept laughing bt he insisted that he's just smiling after listening to my singing...
bad, bad, BAD :P


muahaha !!! NEW MOON !!! I'm coming :D

He sing FOR me .....

2 months.....

ain't fading away...
appreciate every moments now...

flu arghhh...
makes me sick...
iisssshhhh !!!

Tuesday, November 24, 2009

I'm Only Me When I'm With You ...

woke up very early today...
mama don't let me sleep ehhh...she wants me to do house chores :(
feelin' very tired because slept quite late the other day...
he called me yesterday...and the day before yesterday too...
chat till quite late actually...
kinda worried for his spm...he gotta wake up early the other day...shouldn't chat till so late...but he keep on sayin' nvm nvm...

still doing pn haris hw...
gt 5 essays nid to do rangka karangan & 1 more essay to write...
3 days d...3 days d...i still can't finish it :(
i don't have points to write larhx...

went ms lee tuition at 4 pm...
he called me while i walked to ms lee hse...
he worried bout me walking alone there, and i was not in mood also...
we chat till i reached ms lee there...
ms lee was mad, very mad today...
she scolded everyone because most of her students didn't do her hw...
she scolded us for half an hour weyyy!!!
bt she didn't scold me la... :)

gt nicholas at 8.30 pm...
i'm afraid of his dog weyyy...his dog was left outside without tying up...
i was tryin' to go into his hse but i nt dare coz his dog keep staring at me...
later on, nicholas had to come out and tied up his dog...so embarassing larhx...emily was laughing at me like mad weyy...
gt cockroach somemore during tuition starts...
nicholas was scared too...his reaction was soooooo funny when the cockroach pass by him...haha :D

i'm thinking...
whether to stop blogging d...
still thinking now...
might quit blogging...

Monday, November 23, 2009

Feelin' tired and sad ...

I feel so sad now...
u're making me freakingly mad !!!
i'll just let it be...
let it be...

i really can't cope with it...
i really can't, anymore...
my heart, my mind was...
urgh!!!
i just wanna get away from this...

Spirits of LOVE...

watched tvb dramas today, again!!!
i was bored, very very bored...
whole day staying at home, watch tv larhx, do pn haris homework...

btw, went the curveeee yesterday...
bought a mini skirt :)
its green in colour, lots of pattern...
love it :D

Sunday, November 22, 2009

I laugh, I love, I hope, I try I hurt, I need, I fear, I cry...
And I know you do the same things too...
So we're really not that different...
ME & YOU ...

Saturday, November 21, 2009

U'll be in my heart...

Read the pearl this morning...
but maybe the english very deep, that's why i can't understand...
i read for 2 hours but all i read was until chapter 2 :(

watched tvb drama again in the afternoon...
very nice larhx...
can't even missed one episode lor...

i didn't text with him in the morning & afternoon...
my mama took my hp...
i can oni get my hp back by night :(
miss him...

watched ghost movie at night...
my sister la...keep asking me to watch with her...
i very scared...i not dare to watch oso...so i online and text with him lor...i just sat beside her and teman her watched the ghost movie...
very very scary weyyyy :O

remembered last time...
i went cinema to watch the orphan with lyn & my friends...
i sat beside wi hong & shouted in the cinema...so embarassing la...
wi hong kept asking me not to scared but i still very scared leh...
actually i noe wi hong very scared wan la...he just don't wan to show us oni ma XP

he not happy, again :(
i nt happy too, because he's unhappy...
i just want him to be happy larhx...
he's having spm now...i hope he can be happy so that he wouldn't be so stressed up...
but then he seemed okayy d...

stomach pain now :(
haiz...pain again argh!!!
really cannot tahan lor...
dong dong wan XP hehe..used his word again...

Friday, November 20, 2009

In my heart ...

Today is the last day of school for Form 4...
But...
I skipped school today...
Not feelin' to go school...all my friends not going adi...
Sick somemore :(
Terrible FLU & COUGH !!!
Somemore its COLD nowadays...
Put on blankets adi but still feelin' very very cold...
maybe going to sick adi i think :(

I'm tired...
didn't actually slept well yesterday...
was worried about him for the whole night...
he didn't reply me...
he told me he wasn't in a good mood because of his spm...
and he said he wanna to be alone...
then i just leave him alone there...

later...
he texted me back...
then we startin' to chat chat chat again...
he was still, moody...
I can feel it, although he didn't tell me...
he just don't want me worry i think...

then...
he not replying me at all...
i was so worried :(
i texted him but he didn't reply...
i called him but he didn't answer also...
i thought there's something happened to him...
i keep looking at my phone, hope he'll reply me, but at last, he didn't...

early in the morning, finally he replied...
he slept...phew :)
lucky he's fine...

whole day doing nothing...
text with him, do house chores, watching tvb dramas...
read form 5 novel today...
konserto terakhir, the title of the novel...
i love the story...its touching...
before that, he called me...and he told me about the synopsis of the novel because pn haris want us to tell her the permulaan of the story but that time i don't have the book...so he told me the interesting parts la...

i went tuition then...
i haven't read the book at all...i just told pn haris whatever he told me previously...haha...it works!!!
thx yea my dear :)

yeah, holidays adi =)

Thursday, November 19, 2009

School Life

Some school life photos ...




quite moody look :]




stephanie & me :)



stephanie & me again :D



money money money $$$



monopoly :)



monopoly again :)

miss my school life ...

SPM for HIM...

Today is SPM...
Big day for the Form 5's and HIM also :)
pray hard for him...

went to school today...
only Mr Yap teaching...
he said have to finish the syllabus horrrr :(
and that time me, carmen, xing yan & catherine were playing monopoly...
He stopped us and asked us to pay attention 1st...
no choice lor...
pay attention 1st...if not he sure will be nagging us for the whole day...bla bla bla...

quite worried for him since its the big day for him...
he text me after his first paper...
he told me that the paper was okayy...phew :)
he forgot to bring his water to school...
he said he was too nervous...
at first wanna give him my water but that time he bought water adi...
the next paper was history 1...
hmm, i think it'll be okayy la because A B C D ma...can shoot at least :D
just teman him study during the short break...try to give him some support larhx...

after that, continue our monopoly game...
hmm, i was not in the mood la actually because i was quite sleepy+tired that time...slept quite late the other day...
i was then just sit down and start chatting with lingsze...
she was quite unhappy larhx and I tried to comfort her and make her happy back...
and finally, at least she laughed :)

walked back home alone today because lingsze had to stay back to solve her bro's discipline case...he asked me to text him when i reached home...
it was drizzling...
i don't have umbrella so I was wet when I got back home...
text him right after i reached home...

today...
is my officially last day of school...nt going to school on friday...gonna skip school :P
it was the end of my Form 4's school life....
miss, always :)

takes quite some pictures in school but can't upload yet...
my computer still in a very very bad condition...
and the laptop i'm using don't have the nokia software...
will update as soon as possible :)

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

Two is Better than One

I'm having it now...
and hopes it last long.....

he said
As its true loves, it doesn't END here.....

Moral kerja amal

in lingsze house now...
doing moral kerja amal...
took pictures showing that we are actually 'doing kerja membersih' all those...
well actually we didn't do it..
we just pose only :)

Monday, November 16, 2009

Ain't fading away .....

Went to school today...
lewat somemore...
so embarassing la...everyone was looking at the barisan lewat...
skipped barisan lewat and went to APD straight away...

supposed to be the last day to go school but cannot...my moral kerja amal not done yet...everything have to pass up on wednesday...i gotta go lingsze house tomorrow to finish up my moral kerja amal :(


ponteng class whole day...my class was switched to 5A because my temporarily class gotta be used as spm classroom...i stayed in APD whole day since no one is teaching and studying...

the Form 5's are having their graduation today in tapak perhimpunan...
I'm kinda emo today...
min hua was crying because her loves one is leaving the school...
i feel so sad when i saw min hua crying...my eyes are wet too...wanna cry together with her :(
they were having fun downstairs but on the other hand their loves one were upset...
all my friends were standing on the corridor there, looking down to see those Form 5's enjoying themselves...
but I can't...I'm afraid that I'll cry...I just sat down on the corridor there texting with him...

later on, he came up to find me...
I was shocked but at the same time I was worried and happy.....
I was happy + shocked to see him standing beside me...
I was worried when he know I emo because of him...
he kept asking me what happened and I told him nothing...
I know he's worried but sorry I can't let u know that time...
I want him to be happy on his graduation day...
but not sad because of me...

We went lepak after this...
try to spend every moment with him...
so that I won't forget......

Sunday, November 15, 2009

Crap ~

Don't easily being affected ok?
I wanna get out from this
I can't stand it anymore

Please....
Forgive me
I don't wanna hurt u
I didn't mean it


Maybe
U won't believe, won't trust me
I'm that bad, as u think...
I know u won't change ur mind to hate me
If u wanna hate me
Just go ahead
I won't say anything...

I'm sorry...
I haven't been through this before
I dunno why I got this feeling
The feeling.....
was like I'm the worst person in the world
I'm supposed to be out from this...
I shouldn't involved in this...

Haiz...
what to do?
I feel so bad.....

i'm the unlucky one :(

haiz...why i'm the unlucky one huh?
always kena scolding wan?

I accidentally spoil my computer :(
what NTLDR is missing?
stupid la...hard to online now...
had to online using laptop :(
my parents scolded me badly...
sob sob T.T

U're the one who make me happy back...
when I'm sad u're the one right beside me, supports me...thanks yea :)

went to Toyota, Honda & Nissan showroom today...
my parents thinking of gettin' a new car...
and everyone of us love Honda Accord the most :)
Nissan Slyphy wasn't that bad also...
my parents wants Toyota Wish....
headache larhx...

before that, went to buddhist and hindi temple to pray...
woke up very early in the morning...
sleepy la...
and
I pray for him too :)

btw, miss eelyn, very much...
she still in US...
and she gonna watch new moon with her sis in law...
i wanna watch too...
wait for me yea, eelyn :)

Saturday, November 14, 2009

Everything will be fine ♥


Text with him yesterday night...
both of us can feel it...
we are not happy :(
because there's something inside our heart that we didn't tell each other, hide from each other...

he asked me what happened...and I dunno how to tell him...
he told me what his thinking...and i feel sorry...for not standing on his side and think of him...
at last i told him everything...he didn't scold me or anything...
he asked me not to hide anything from him already...
and now...
I WON'T !!! not anymore AGAIN !!!

he called me later...and we chat chat chat...till both of us slept also didn't realize...
everything will be fine soon...
as long as I trust u :)





my arna keli :)


Friday, November 13, 2009

Dong Dong !!!



I'M SICK OF THIS

EVERYTHING ABOUT U

I WANT MY LIFE BACK
NOW !!!

WHY U WANNA DO THAT TO ME ???

WHAT HAVE I DID ???

I'M SAD

I CAN'T BE HAPPY ANYMORE .....

AND U'RE THE ONE

WHO TURN ME INTO THAT !!!







Aunt Jo's Retirement



Today was aunt jo's retirement...
I had hindi dance performance on tat day...
Having problem to have my hair do and make up :(
Lucky all my friends there helped me...thanks yea :)

Aunt Jo's retirement was so cool weyy !!!
She went off by helicopter :)
We took lots of photos after the performance...took photo with him too :)
too bad lyn's nt here...
i wanna take picture with her so much...miss her :(
will update the pictures soon...

Raining the whole day...
And my heart was pouring down like rain too...
haih...really dunno wat to do now...
going crazy because of SOMEBODY !!!!!
I'm suffering like HELL !!!


Happy Hour :)

Singing Karaoke with lingsze and emily :)

We were so crazy man !!!
We sang lots of lots of songs...
We even shouted there also :)

I like karaoke very much.....
Release all my anger, my sadness, all my unhappiness.....
Phew !!!

I HATE BEING THIS !!!

I KNOW U HATE ME .....
HATE ME VERY VERY MUCH .....
I KNOW U READ MY BLOG .....
I JUST PRETENDED I DUNNO .....
BUT DOESN'T MEAN THAT I REALLY DUNNO !!!

I'M SORRY OK ??!!!
JUST TELL ME WHAT U WANT, WHAT U WANT ME TO DO .....
I'LL TRY... MAYBE JUST GIVE UP .....
I'M TIRED .....
REALLY VERY VERY TIRED, SICK OF THIS .....
NOW U HAPPY LARHX .....
I GIVE UP OK ??!!!


THIS IS WHAT U WANT, ISN'T IT ???
FINE THEN !!!


Thursday, November 12, 2009

Rehearsal ♥

Whole day rehearsal today.....
Feelin' tired again :(

He's moody yesterday...
So I went to his class to check whether is he alright a not...
Lucky he's fine la :)

The weather was soooooooo hot today...
super duper HOT !!!
But rehearsal was still going on.....

Hip hop dance was really very nice...
I love the song 'I don't want miss a thing' by aerosmith...
Touched :)

Everybody was looking at us when we started dancing...
I was so embarassing.....
However, managed to perform well la :)

Gonna take loads of pictures tomorrow :)

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

Birthday :)


1111
Its my birthday...

I tryin' to be happy as much as I can...
Its my birthday but I dunno why...I can't be really very very happy...
Amutha shoots me today...make me wanna cry...
She's so bad...super duper bad...
SELFISH !!!

Recess time...
My friends celebrated with me :)
They bought me a cheese cake n they woke up early in the morning just to cook something for me :) I'm so touched...
They sang birthday song to me... and they make me a card :)


from him :)


from Ling Sze :)


from him again :)



my cake :)



from Emily :)




The card :)


Dance practice AGAIN !!!

Weihan that gang...they are super duper crazy!!!
i didn't know that he can shake his butt tat well :P
he's really a monkey :P




Monday, November 9, 2009

Beautiful Lies

I know u hate me.....
I know u don't like me.....
I know u mad of me.....

I'm sry...
I don't know what to do, really.....

Selfish???
Should I?? or not??

My frens told me to be selfish, but I can't.....
I just can't do it...

Looking at her...
I feel so bad.....They told me don't care about her.....
I pretended like nothing happened...its really bad, really really bad of me.....
I hate PRETENDING !!!

Should I?? or not??
What to do???

Untitled~

I feel so tired today..the whole day...
my body was so pain...my leg, my hand...PAINNNN !!! T.T
slept whole day because slept quite late the other night :)


Back to school again...
It was weird during recess...
maybe no more eelyn beside me?? i dunno...just got a kinda lonely feeling...
Chatting with my frens under the trees there...
suddenly mandy called me...and she apologised to me...
i asked her why because she had done nothing to me...but she ain't telling me...She told me that its not the right time yet to tell me why she apologised...
I wanted to refuse her apologise because she didn't do anything wrong to me...
Hmm, nvm then...i've no idea what happened also...


Was helping ms chai to do something after recess time, without resting....NON STOP!!!
I gotta carried the whole piles of files from Blok A to Blok C !!!
Blok A to C !!! a very very big distance for me !!!
I was just repeating the same route and the same route again...doing the same thing also...


That PILES OF FILES...
I think those files are heavier than me...I can't walk normally at all...
Walk then stop a while...after stop a while then walk again...I was so tired but still, I didn't say anything...


After carried all those stupid files...continue the other work at Blok C UBK...
My leg was...totally cannot walk d...soooooo tired.....
and I'm HUNGRY !!!!!!!


I just sat there and start doing my work...if not it won't be done after school...
AND...
HAHAHAHAHAHA !!!
I found something really really really FUNNY !!!
I showed Emily and both of us laughed like mad !!! I bet when Eelyn saw that, she'll laughed like mad too...I'll definitely keep that picture for eelyn :) specially for u arr, eelyn :P


Went back to class when the bell rang...
All my friends went back adi...lucky they helped me to pack my things up :)
Walked with him after that...
I'm happy to see him happy :)

Sunday, November 8, 2009

what the ****

i really dunno what to do...
gonna mad soon.....
i should stop thinking already !!!
don't ever care about what other people's thinking !!!

its ur own happiness...not OTHERS.....
think for ur own k???
stop thinking for other people.....
stop stop stop......

i don't think i can stop thinking about her.....
she really makes me.........
haiz...

Excited ! lonely+++++

Went to buy birthday presents today...
my papa bought me a mp4 !!!
i was excited to have a new music player since i lost my iPod shuffle last time.....
the mp4 is green in colour...ermmm, not dark green lar....its light green i think.....


1111, my birthday.....
celebration??? i don't think so.....
maybe a birthday song is more than enough :)


i feel sad because lyn is not here to celebrate with me...
i really miss her so much larhx...
now, in class, i feel so lonely...
lucky yew joe was there, trying to make me happy la...
he is really a very good listener, a good friend of mine...thanks yew joe ^^


COUNTDOWN
3 days.....
to my birthday.............

Saturday, November 7, 2009

Annoying ~

I hate Pn Siti Liah...
She's freaking annoying !!!
She always came to our class and scolded us badly...
Always complain that our class very noisy, dirty la...bla bla bla...
She always said that A class students should be more obedient...but why our A class totally different...haiz...everytime kena her scoldings :(

I really don't like her...
but what to do??
She's our PK HEM...

Burning Flame 3

Currently watching this drama...
Quite interesting...





I'm worried about her...
She fell down just now...
Hope she'll be okayyy...
Pray hard...

Something from him .....



Something from him .....
I love it very much .....

Just like what he told me .....
I'm always his property .....

Friday, November 6, 2009

Sorry .....



Sorry yea, for letting u worried for me...
My handphone, kinda weird these days...cannot send message, cannot receive message, cannot call, cannot receive calls also...

Now seems like okayy adi...can send message & receive calls :)
Finally can reply my friends and him too...

Today was very unlucky...
kena 'lecture' by miss chai for dunno how long in UBK...almost cannot cope with it...
eelyn ar eelyn...
lucky u went to US adi...if not u sure will regret staying here, listening to her 'lecture'...

After recess time went for dance practice in school hall...
I had to dance alone because rishen absent today...
After dance for 15 minutes, rishen came & dance with me...
lucky he came la, if not i'll be very very boring dancing alone...
Unfortunate for lingsze & emily larhx...
lingsze had to dance with nareen !!! omg NAREEN !!!
while emily dance with chris...lingsze was kinda sad and cried because of this...
hope she'll be happy back la...

Btw, my class had changed to 3I because my temporarily cabin class is unstable anymore...
Actually, its very very very unstable because everybody was jumping and running in the cabin class...we even heard strange sound when we walked in the cabin class...so Pn Tenh asked 4A & 4B class to 3I & 3K...

I feel happy when I know our class had changed to 3I but at the same time I worried too...
Haiz...I dunno larhx...




Thursday, November 5, 2009

Eelyn is LEAVING !!!

My best friend, eelyn is leaving for US today...
I feel so sad...because nobody can chat with me that close adi...she was like one of my hand but now suddenly its gone...

She went there for 2 months...

Urgh!!! 2 MONTHS!!! I can't see her for 2 months!!! I'll miss her larhx !!!

We went for lunch with bunch of friends (me, lyn, carmen, lingsze, emily, chiehyin, chris, joel, shanhoe, zihan & teikman) We walked there together and we were so unlucky that we found out the restaurant nt opened today...So we decided to go mamak then...
We enjoyed ourselves there...had a lot of fun there too...
We even sang auld lang syne for her too >.<

I noe she was quite sad actually...but she didn't show us la...
When I hug her that time, I wanna cry so badly...But I didn't because I noe if I cried, she will cried too...

Hope she'll have a safe & fun trip there...
I'll miss her, always...

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

PROMISES...



I PROMISED YOU I'LL BE TOUGH...
I'LL BE HAPPY ALWAYS...
I PROMISED.....

Hindi dance ...

Had dance practice before recess time at basketball court...
It was such a sunny day and we were standing there for dunno how many hours there !!!
And...
I think I absorbed quite some numbers of vitamin D adi...

Very tired dancing non-stop for 3 hours ++
dancing with risshen was enjoying...most of time we were busy chit-chatting, laughing :)
And...
Pn Amutha was quite 'mad' about it because we were busy talking, talking and talking...
But we don't care la...We like to talk ^^

Finally can get arna keli for the hindi dance ! But it's pink in colour larhx...I don't really like it >.<
But no choice...gotta wear that...haiz...hope it doesn't look funny when i wear it la...

Monday, November 2, 2009

Dunno what to do ...



My God !!!
I really dunno what to do...what am I thinking now ??!!!
What happened to me ??!!!


Why should I scared ???
Why should I evade ???
Why can't I be brave ???
Why can't I do what I wanna do ???
Why am I so stupid ???
Why can't I just go for it ???


Everything in my mind...EVERYTHING !!!
Worried for this worried for that...


I think I'm the most STUPID person in the world...
Cried last night...Feeling alone.....


Why am I being such a WEAKLING !!!


I really dunno what to do now...
My heart, My mind, My soul ...

Out of Control .....



Unlucky day ...



Today such an unlucky day...
everything bad came at the same time...
Pn.Liew and Miss Chai at the same time leh...so 'coincidence'...


haiz... :(