My sister went to camp today, so she woke me up in early morning, my goodness! and the first thing she asked me, 'what is the time now?' i was like, 'huh', coz i was very blurrr that time, i slept at 4 i guess, and she woke me up at 5? my goosshh! guess that she was too nervous ehh? first camp for her. Have fun sis!
So cooling tonight, guess that i'll have a nice dream? but now dunno why i'm not sleepy yet. so, i'll post up pics in the upcoming post. Cam-whoooring time!
Thank you, for your forgive, understanding, and a little bit of trust?
My day was suck! I feel like i had been a dong dong fella the whole day. I can't concentrate on my studies, thinking of something, that really really really disturbed my mind, that makes me speechless, heart broken. I skipped almost a period of time after chemistry, hoping to do something, that can make 'something' be alright back, but no, because i have not given a chance, not even a single chance! I'm really, in deep depressed now.
But, right now, everything seems to be fine, but still, i feel something different. I know it well. I hope it won't be awkward in future, i really, do hope.
School was bored, jayanthi was absent again, doing nothing basically. Lyn brought hp to school so i 'borrowed' her hp to sms.
I was kinda 'emo' right now. i just got to know 'something' that really, really hurts me. I don't know what happened, and i was kinda disappointed actually, and i don't want to write it out here because i know someone will read this. Seriously, i don't know why this particular thing will happened to me and lyn too. I just hope everything will be fine, maybe at least letting me know whats happening now, and give me a chance to explain?
School was bored today, nothing to do. First two periods were off, because Puan Vasantha had to stay in the hall for the Form 3's students' injection thingy, so basically, i did my math, still confusing in the last chapter, Planes and Elevation. Guess that my imagination is very poor? Thanks Joe for teaching me math and also logic gates! finally know how to solve those logic gates questions!
Sometimes, i do envy other people, that they have a nice, happy family. just like lingsze, carmen and minhua. And, i really, really, really hope that i can have a happy family too. But everytime, everything will just go opposite, and thats, really hurt me. No one, would ever know about it.
I do, WISH , that i have someone, who truly understand me. And i found two now! One is Eelyn, and another one is *u know who*.
School was as usual today. Shahrul and Joe had 'migrated' to our gang. Now, they sit in front of me and lyn, while lingsze and carmen sit in front of them. So, our gang have new members now! xP Owh yea, Dr Fong's tuition going to change to tuesday starting from next month onwards, from 8 to 11, maybe 11.30 or 12 midnight? who knows? so, maybe not gonna blog every tuesday alrdy, since i am pack with tuitions on tuesday. hmm. I feel sick now, a bit dizzy. Flu, cough and sore throat! iiish!!!!
My PRS uniform, in GREY colour.
it's gonna be my last year to wear this type of uniform.
finally get to watch Eclipse today! soooo happy, although the movie not really nice, but still, i love it, because Rob and Taylor were too HOTT! i watched TWO movies in two days, hu la la! *neglected all my studies* :( had my lunch in T.G.I's Friday, food wasn't that bad, love the mushroom soup. *yummy* =D my leg was a little tired, since i walked too much today, but i'm really HAPPY now. everything, is just nice, perfect. bought a present for Sue Yee aka Snowfish from Hello Planet. Hope she loves it.
hmm, watched Predators today! the cinema was superb cold, really regretted that i wore a mini skirt there :( that movie, i have no comments. its so AWFUL! that the 'alien' ate a lot of people, then got 'alien' ate 'alien', the blood is GREEN in colour. EWWW!
lol, school was bored today. the whole day we just had moral and chemistry i guess. played bingo too! it was fun that i spent my time playing around with my friends, they are so funny! Xing Yan gave me a small packet of biscuit that bought from Japan, the packaging so cute! will post up the picture soon =D
btw, I'm offcially retired now, hulala! next week will be the penyerahan fail thingy, then my job is done! after that, there will be a farewell party for the seniors before the SPM trial exam. looking forward to it! =D
well, my day was a little bored + a little bit of excitement! we had the morning assembly, as usual, but Chung Mae made us laughed a lot. Assembly was quite long, leg was tired after sitting for almost half an hour there. went back to class and had Ms Tang's lesson. and finally, she finished the Pearl! phew. Her teaching method was 'crazy' but she's a very very good teacher although she wanted a cover letter and resume from us tomorrow. haven't touch any yet. lol.
No PJK today, so we just stayed in the class do our own stuff. did some revision for Sejarah. Jayanthi was absent today, so we had two relief teachers, one is Puan Wong and another one is the Hott Hott Mr Christopher *not that Christopher Nge* xP. Puan Wong's tummy was superb big, 8 months alrdy if i'm not mistaken. Its a baby girl! congratz Puan Wong. then the Hott Hott Mr Christopher came to our class for relief. I was so excited till i kept banging the table. He was nice looking *at least better than other male teachers in the school*, somemore superb tall, and he's FIT! nice body figure =D LingSze, Min Hua and Lyn kept saying that my face was red. *so embarrassing*
I was just thinking, if Mr Christopher teaches us Sejarah or Biology, then maybe I won't failed the both subjects? xP I'll definitely pay HUNDRED PERCENT attention during his class, for sure, if he teaches our class. lol. too bad he's just a relief teacher :(((
it was raining this morning! was so reluctant to wake up this morning, so nice staying under my blanket with my spongebob. papa fetched me to school today, once in a blue moon =D once i reached my class, saw everyone was busy copying moral notes and latihan. glad that i managed to finish the notes last night at one something in the morning. i think i used more than 5 hours just to copy all those notes and latihan, and now my hand so pain, tired. the weather was so nice to sleep instead of studying. lol. class was as usual, and i think that finally i can understand the Earth thingy? okay, maybe just a little. xP
tummy wasn't that well during mr yap's period. slept a while in his class. *feel like wanna vomit* that time. now better alrdy, i guess.
School was as usual, was normal. just that we had a talk from taylor's college about how to write a resume and also how to face situations like interviews. well, the talk was not that bad, at least i won't feel sleepy. that guy, who was the speaker of the day, was pretty well in communicate with us. had some laughter there =D i wrote down some important points too, because our dear Miss Tang had appointed the 5A's to do a cover letter for her too, we have to print it out too. another work to be done :( oops, still haven't finished my moral notes and exercises. better to do now. ciaoz peepo!
I'm feeling much more better today. and i got to know some 'other' stuffs too. well, had photos shooting-session after recess time. all the lembaga's are involving in it. we reached there quite early, and 'supposingly', we can went back to class earlier, but due to some 'inconsiderate' peepo's, and we were kinda late when we were back to class. ms chai was kinda 'boh song', but nevermind, pictures were taken anyway =D sigh, where is our new Principal? 7 months alrdy, lol.
slept at 3 last night. couldn't sleep, cried till i fell asleep. luckily, got HIM. i feel, much more better.
wake up this morning, ate some cheese cake, then still not in the mood, feel like wanna punch someone. lol. I'M FEELING DOWN! what to do? any ideas? to cheer me up?
doing my homework now. i got one whole set of eng to do*include 2 essays*, math & add math work, moral notes & exercises, tuition work and so on. no time for revision at all. sigh. another exam is around the corner again.
and right now, i really wish, i got NS! please, miracles!
P.S thanks eelyn, for being there for me when i'm feeling down. and HIM.
went Haris tuition at 9 in the morning. phew, so sleepy. yet, nervous, because i haven't finished the 500 questions yet! crap crap crap. min hua was nervous too, and both of us like, 'die lor die lor'. lyn wished us best of luck, and my dad too. *like going to a war* lol.
we went to the office first, to wait for the others.
so while waiting, we did the fake computer test at the office there. and i only got 42 correct, which means ngam ngam pass. then the uncle said must get at least 45. i was like, sigh, i also dunno.
reached there at 11 something, took pics there. me, min hua, and joey were so nervous. while the boys like *nothing* lol.
anyway, everyone passed!
i got 47/50 *totally out of my expectations*
everyone was happy.
i fetched chris and joey back to school while fetched min hua back to her house.
and joey called my dad aunty? OMG! she said, *thank you aunty* and my dad said, *huh?* then she quickly said uncle. lol. so funny la. chris and min hua laughed like mad. lol.
i think my life sucks now. why would my friends treat me this way? even my best friend? when i need u guys support, where are u? i was, fed up. tired of pretending, to be happy. its, not me. and i'm writing this post, with all the tears in my eyes. i should be happy, i passed my undang. i shouldn't be crying now. my family?friends? i'm so tired, really. i wouldn't want to write this in my blog, but i really need to express my feelings here. i couldn't, cope anymore, anymore...
I love this song very much, so touching. I watched some episodes too, from KBS World in Astro. The story quite interesting, just that the progression a little slow. anyway, kinda addicted to this song, and i think i'm love with the main actor! he was soooo handsome, so good looking!
btw, i still don't understand those Undang'sss! i have no idea what the Undang thingy means, can't get the answer correct :( wondering, whether i'll failed?
woke up early this morning and went to school to do kerja amal. i got no marks deducted actually, since my parents came on hari terbuka, so i got extra 7 marks more. :) but then, i alrdy promised pn thillai, and lingsze needs the 3 marks too, since her parents didn't come on that day. so i brought a pail and lingsze brought clothes. rushed to school after that, coz kinda late that time. then we started to clean the sidang redaksi room. hmm, i wiped the windows. sweating :( after half an hour, i rushed back home again. owh yea, i'm going for Undang today! waka waka! was with emily, min hua, joey, kar yee, merrisa, chris and song yuan, a whole bunch of friends. hmm. the so called lecturer, is a malay. he told us that he was a former soldier. lol. so he kept showing us a gun *actually its a toy gun* and a something called 'parang'? lol. its like those japanese long knife. and he was trying to make us laugh, so that the class won't be lifeless. but all his jokes, were not really 'jokes'. lol. it ended up, me and min hua talking behind. =D
while the course ended up at 4 something. i fetched min hua and chris back. we were chatting while waiting for my papa to fetch me home. and three of us, had a "cute yet funny" conversations :
Me : (saw a Viva coming) eh, this is my future car! so cute!
Chris & Min Hua : OMG! its so UGLY! and superb small, can fit in how many ppl ehh? 3 or 4 huh?
Me : no la!! its was cute. i like it just because it small enough, and CUTE! and, its easier to parking ehh!
Chris & Min Hua : Eww! Myvi better what?
Me : Yerr, I don't like the the buttock there lor! not nice one!
Chris : Eh eh, i alrdy got one car waiting for me lor.
Me & Min Hua : (envy) so good! what car is that?
Chris : A Saga.
Me & Min Hua : So nice larh your parents! haven't get license yet and u get a car alrdy! Somemore, the latest Saga looks quite nice.
Chris : Its not the latest one, its the old one (can be said its the first edition of Saga), and right, when i go through a bump, then the boot will 'jump' up one.
Me & Min Hua : Wait, the old one? the old Saga?
Chris : Yea, (he showed us the car), I support Malaysia's product!
Me & Min Hua : U're so rich weyy, why are u using that car larhx?! ( by that time, both of us were laughing like mad)
Chris : Stop laughing la! (look embarrassed) I'm truly Malaysian weyy! somemore my Saga imported from Sabah k? Its Sabah, girls!
Me : Haha, Sabah ar? (itu-kan kampung)?
Chris : (proud) Yeap! Sabah!
Me & Min Hua : (Non-stop laughing) but it still the OLD Saga right?
Chris : (speechless but still laughing)
Me & Min Hua : Looks like we got something to blog right? Haha!
Chris : Weeyy, don't blog la!
Me : I don't care! (still laughing like mad)