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Sunday, January 31, 2010

ha !! my masterpiece !!!




<3 it


awesome :)



addicted to photobucket, babe <3

weirdo's !

Hmm, nothing to do today...so take some photos :)
well after that went to the curve and ikano to shop...i don't want to stay at home, so i decided to follow them although my leg still pain :( 
errm, bought something there, in Padini concept store...loveeeee it very much :)












Saturday, January 30, 2010

oh gosh !!! PAINNNNNNN !!!

my legs, hmm, to be specific, its my thigh...i still feel the pain, right now, when i tried to move just a bit higher...
i wonder how am i going to school now...lucky my class no need to go upstairs...i guess this is called lucky huh??  =D


hmm, he's going to have his driving test on 2nd February...
pray hard and wish him good luck :)

and now...i'm blurred!!!
i've no idea what ms tang gave us for hw...
she gave us 2 CW, one need to write in English 4 and another one have to email to her...
and still got one is what california baja??? i've no idea...she wants us to print out a map and write what happened in california baja last year...crapppp!!! i dunno....seriously dunno what to do weyyy!!!
and i still gt 2 chemistry report to do !!!  lucky monday no school :)

finally change my another blog background....
black looks dull :( now better :D
editing my pic now :)
kinda addicted to photobucket now :D

Friday, January 29, 2010

bored...

i'm bored right now...
i just wake up from bed...so sleepy...
and i forgot bout him...forgot to reply him...i'm sry...


i dreamt...
i dreamt about u...
and i always wanna dream about u...

My love to him :)




A kiss, is just a kiss,
till you find the one you love...


A hug, is just a hug,
till its with the one you're thinking of...

A dream, is just a dream,
till you make it come true...

 
Love, is just a word,
till it's prove to you...



skipped school tdy ...

i didn't go to school tdy...
because of my legs...still in pain now, but better than last night...
maybe going to hospital for leg scaning later...

my results really teruk la !!!
lucky this time exam, the result slip won't print out for parents :)

miss my friends...
miss him.....

Thursday, January 28, 2010

First time edit my picture :)







loveeeee photobucket :)





urgh !!!

what a bad day tdy :(
my leg cramped and i've to go back home after recess...

well the so called 'incident' happened like this...
amutha wants us to have our 100 metres run again...
and before that she wants us to jog around the field 1st...
then after that we did some stretching...and i think i did in a wrong method, i guess...
and when i just started to run, just a few steps i think, then i feel something wrong, at my thigh there...
but then i continue, coz i used to have this type of  'cramp' problem...

after that, i really feel the pain...and i can't cope with it...
its, in terrible PAIN !!!
zi ying, christine, pik yin, helped me to ease down the pain using ice, bt still its still d same...
so amutha told me to go home now...and it's a must to see doctor...
just in case if its a muscle torned...

well, i have to use st john's stretcher to move around, coz my leg totally, can't move at all...
and i feel so embarassing, coz everyone is looking at me, weird, lying down on the stretcher...
haiz...

went to clinic after this...
i gotta use a wheel chair to move around too, and my legs can't bend at all, it's all, straight all the way...
the doc helped me to stretch my leg, and its very very very pain !!!
and he gave me something orange to drink...eww :(  it taste horrible !!!

a few things to bear in mind right now...
1. not to run, or do any exercises for at least one week...
2. must eat medicine, especially calcium, on time...
3. must lie down on the bed and try to stretch my legs from time to time, till there's no more pain...
4. must be careful when walking around, try not to bend the legs...
5. be even more careful when walking up and down the stairs coz my leg will suddenly 'jam' and fell off from the stairs easily...
6. must go to hospital to have the leg scaning if still pain...

well, there's a few person i would like to thank them...
zi ying, christine, pik yin, jia sern, zi qian, wei lun, chungyao, for helping me to ease down my pain and also carried me to move around the school using stretcher, altough i'm heavy :(
fo eelyn, carmen, ling sze, emily, xing yan, min hua, for giving me moral support :)
and lastly, HIM...

maybe still, can't go to school tomorrow...
coz it still in pain now...but i'm glad that i can move around now...
lyn txt me just now, and she told me i got back my moral and chinese...
haiz, low marks, again...
moral 58, chinese 68...

no NS for me, anymore...
mama won't let me go alrdy, coz of my stupid legs...
i wanna go NS so much !!!

Wednesday, January 27, 2010

nothing to blog...

lewat again tdy..
so stupid la..

i got my math today...
i got 82 marks, tho i have no feeling, either be happy or not...

kawad after school...
not really having wat i so called proper lunch, no apetite...
hmm, i dunno...
ntg to write oso...


just hate pretending to be happy !

i hate this !

what happened to me huh?
i hate being like this...
i'm suffering so much...i really dunno what to do...
i can't tell, can't complaint, everything can't! i hate it!!!

i really, need ur'all support...

Tuesday, January 26, 2010

PRANK, failed !

well, Happy Birthday to Mr Seow, Zi Han !
we wanna prank him today, but he alrdy knew the plan, so no more prank alrdy >.<
hmm, get back my bio tdy... i got 50 only :(  but at least improved :)

stay back after school tdy...got latihan kawad for prs...
so tired after this...whole body pain....maybe long time didn't kawad alrdy...look like robot lor...
later still got two tuition...nicholas and ms lee...
pray hard it wont't rain later...if not i will be wet later...

hmm...thx honey...
for the song...
i love it...

Hold On...

Monday, January 25, 2010

screwed my PHYSIC !!!

haiz, my physic...its terrible! i screwed my physic...i think i get a C or a D  :(
what to do? i really dunno...seriously need help now...
hmm, maybe gonna chg another physic tuition...

well, about my day...
hmm, i lewat tdy  :(   haiz...so embarrassing tdy, everyone was looking at me and lingsze...
so, lingsze and i decided to go early to school, start from tomorrow...
we meet each other at 7 in the morning...then both of us won't late anymore  :)
but if any of us didn't meet each other at 7, then the one who late will gotta pay 10 cents to a special tabung, what we so called, a 'lewat tabung'...haha :)
but i think the tabung will be full of money after two or three months i guess, coz lingsze sure lewat d lor >.<

moral test was....i dunno how to say...
all the tips wrong lor...they said bidang 1, 2, 4 & 6...
but then came out bidang 1, 2, 3 & 5...
so, i just tembak everything la....

250110...
the special day, but he forgot :(
but nvm la, i think he's just too busy with his college stuffs...
anyway, its, 4 months now....

APPRECIATE...


Happy 4 thAnniversary !!!

Sunday, January 24, 2010

250110

the whole day i was busy typing my mama's script...i started to type the script since 10 something in the morning and till 7.30 pm ! my hand, my fingers, so pain, so tired...
and i still, haven't memorize any of the moral nilai =.=  haiz...what to do?tonight stay up late to memorize la...

this afternoon, my granny teached me how to fry 'kuey teow'...
and it was fun, actually, and i managed to cook it well, i guess?
my papa asked me whether this 'kuey teow' is bought from outside a not ! haha...means, my cooking skill improved!!! yeah xDD

countdown to 3 hours ++
its the 4th anniversary :)  so happy...
loveeeee  250110 !!!

Saturday, January 23, 2010

its saturday, people !

yo people, its saturday, finally!!! but its a school day...haiz...
but still, i'm okayy with it...i'm still chatting with him as usual, ha, i curi curi bring hp to school  xP
hmm, today get back 3 papers...
first paper i get is add math, and i got 90 !!! for the first time :)
then 2nd paper i get is english, i got 78...hmm, not bad la for me coz my english quite poor :(
then the last paper i get is sejarah, i got 71 only...quite some careless mistakes actually, but anyway, i still happy with my results, especially my add math !!! cheerssss !!!! :D

ha!!!  i told him i get 32 marks for add math, and he believe  xP
haha!!! finally i get my revenge  xPP
he told me his dog can use chopsticks to eat leh, and i really believe him leh...
then mana tahu dia itu tipu saya pulak...hmph...
hehe, i gt my revenge!!! yeah !!!
hmm, really, miss him...

hmm, helped my mama to type her script...
so many papers there...i type for 4 hours non-stop! my fingers so pain, tired >.<
still got lot more to type weyy...
haiz, really gotta help my mama...

pjk tdy...
having sukan tara...
lontar peluru, i got 0 !
100 metres, i got 0 also !
long jump, 0 again !!!
i really, need to work out more now...

Friday, January 22, 2010

kiri kanan kiri?

Sports Day is on 6th of March, while our prs's campaign is on 8th of March...
so it means, its gonna be very very busy now...

I want...

1. eye mask
2. time to kawad
3. more time to sleep
4. memorize my 3 science subjects, sejarah and moral
5. TO BE HAPPY :)
6.
7.
8.
9.
10.

hmm, btw, maybe our class going to have our very own class T-shirt, which will designed by our very own designer, Sin Yee...can't wait for it :) cool !

i need to change, change, CHANGE !!!
HELP !!!

hurt :(

i'm so tired today...
fever, then tummy very pain in school :(
lucky is after chinese paper...was resting in class last two periods...sleeping...

well, yesterday...was super duper embarassing because of the sri bestari guy and lingsze!
my face was super duper red, red like TOMATO !!! omg!!!

haiz....it happens again :(
and i hate it...i hate myself, for being so stupid, so unconcern to him...
i'm sry....
no mood to blog actually...i got lotsa stuff wanna blog, but not today...

owh well, another one know my blog alrdy...
hope it will be fine...pray hard...
loveeee...

some random pic :)




me :)



me :)


in dim light....look sleepy =.=



was missing him tat time...



i need another half of it...


Wednesday, January 20, 2010

two more days?

yeah, HISTORY !!! time to say bye :)
no need to study history alrdy...so happy!

hmm, tdy add math & history test...
add math was really, very tough...
last 15 minutes i still haven't finished 3 more questions...
log, roots, and circular measure...
my mind was, totally blank that time, when i think of miss lee!
this time sure kena screwed by miss lee la!!! i sure get low low low marks for add math :(
history was okayy...
structure questions was easy nut objective part got a bit problem la...
but anyway, just tembak la =.=

went haris tuition just now...
she asked to discuss kegemukan (obesity)....
what is the punca, kesan & langkah...
cui lin they all kept saying that we should ask lionel about obesity...haha...

the funniest thing is...
when i came across the kesan part...
i was thinking something stupid...

what is the kesan?
1. kerusi pecah
2. baju / seluar pecah
3. lantai retak
4. tak boleh bergerak ke mana-mana
5. lemak banyak, terutamanya di muka

eelyn and i was laughing like mad in tuition there...
so funny la weyy...

haiz, was having headache today after school...
ate panadol before went tuition tdy...
so sleepy now...
and miss him too...

Tuesday, January 19, 2010

Big Love to Sin Yee :)






Sin Yee drew this !

Love this 




HISTORYYYYYYY !!!!!






oo crap...tmr history!!! somemore add math!!!
tonight no need to sleep alrdy...urgh!!! my eyes can't open...
i'm so sleepy...
five days...five days, i haven't sleep well....
i slept at almost 2am every night...i think i'm going to stress up now...

btw, today chemi & eng...
hmm, chemi was out of my expectations actually...
the question was kinda easy actually, but the problem is too easy and i dunno how to do...
coz i didn't study the easy parts but i study the hard ones...
while eng...
the good news is i did the information transfer before, in my tuition...
but its few months ago =.=
so i not really rmb...
the essay was okay, literature also...
overall today is okayy, i guess...

tmr, the worst day...
i gotta make sure i've long lasting memory for 1 & the half hours...
so hope, my battery won't go half way dead >.<

gotta go nicholas later...
come back then straight away have to go study alrdy...
zzzzz...
Form 5 life is tough !



Monday, January 18, 2010

screwed !!!

first intervensi starts today...
today bm and physics...
physics was...HARD!!!
i dunno how to do...i dunno whether to use mg sin or mg cos lor...
the somemore specific heat capacity...they want us to choose the most suitable materials to make heater...
but then, i was confused with the low melting point & high melting point, and low/high specific heat capacity...
urgh then, i choose wrong material...lucky lyn & pui li help me...and i managed to chg my answer ^^
hmm, is that what we called tiru-meniru??  xP

and then after recess, bm...
bm was slightly easy than physic...but i dunno how to do the peribahasa part...just simply tembak some la...my mind can't think of any peribahasa that time...all i think is 'durian' and i just put there 'durian runtuh'  :)

dogs can use chopsticks huh?
of course cannot la!!! and i believe it...so riddiculious and embarrasing...
missing him, so much...

Sunday, January 17, 2010

Just wanna be happy huh?

Someone once told me that you have to choose
What you win or lose
You can’t have everything

Don’t you take chances
You might feel the pain
Don’t you love in vain
’cause love won’t set you free

I can’t stand by the side
And watch this life pass me by
So unhappy
But safe as could be


So what if it hurts me?
So what it I break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge,
My feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear my sound
Don’t care about all the pain in front of me
I just trying to be happy
I just wanna be happy, yeah


i NEED FreeeeeeDoooooooooM !!!

tomorrow intervensi and i hate it when it comes to study study and study...
well, time table for the intervensi tmr :

monday - physic & bm
tuesday - bi & chemistry
wednesday - sej & add math
thursday - biology & math
friday - chinese
next monday - moral

haizzzz...got lotsa stuffs to study...
especially my 3 science subjects...i really really can't cope with it....
i slept at 4 yesterday...and i gotta wake up at 9 this morning to do hse chores...
its my Form 5 life huh???

can't wait to finish my first intervensi and get my freedom back...
how i wish i can back to kindergarden now and enjoy my baby life...

btw, valentine's day is around the corner...
thinking hard to get something special for him...
i dunno what he want and what he like...
but i'll definitely get something for him although i can't celebrate with him on that particular day...

what's in mind now?
hmm, i really dunno...
well, enjoy my life now, with someone special in my life...

Saturday, January 16, 2010

intervensi !!!!!

next monday start intervensi alrdy...
haiz...so fast exam =.=

tired study everyday...
every night was like, can't sleep at all...coz exam exam exam....
now just starting to study history...
lotsa stuff to study weyyy....

tired...
really got lotsa stuff to do....
prs stuffs, kawad kaki, and exam...
pray hard...

Wednesday, January 13, 2010

not in the mood...

a lot of things happened to me...
i really think that...i can't cope with it...
i'm tired with all these things...
and hopefully, this time, everything will be fine, again...

and 'thing' that always bothering me, it solved, i guess...
pray hard...

Tuesday, January 12, 2010

online in emily hse?

hmm, its a good thing i guess?
she replied me and we chat through msn?
i'm kinda happy actually...

anyway...
school was fine...
but still, got lotsa hw...
and freaking exam is coming in two weeks!!!
urghh!!!! study again huh?

Sunday, January 10, 2010

10012010

its not a private blog anymore now...
i've chg my blog add to www.snowman-getaway.blogspot.com
because, if its a private blog, it'll be more trouble...
i dun wan to cause any problems now...
tat's enough...

my feelings ?

woke up early this morning...
can't sleep very well yesterday...
slept at 2, woke up at 5, then woke up at 7...
lucky, my parents went out today with my bro...
they went to Klang to see the renovation of the new house...
so lunch on my own...ate chicken rice, again...

feel like not going to school tomorrow...
honestly, i'm afraid...
aihhh...i dunno larr...
just let it be...
i dun wanna care anymore...

Saturday, January 9, 2010

stupid !!!

i feel super duper xxxx !!!
i really going crazy soon...

lucky emily and lingsze, my ji mui...
comforted me...
thx yea :)

gt lotsa hw...
bio, sej, math, chemi, essays, karangan...
still gt two bm lisan to go...
tired arr...almost everyday do hw until midnight...
lucky every night he teman me...not boring at all staying up whole night...

exam again...
think of exam...my brain gonna explode adi...
3 science subjects can kill me off adi...

urghh..i feel like this post...
so weird la...
i'm thinking so hard...
just to write one post...
normally its so easy to write one post...
everything just came out from my mind...
but now nothing...
its confusing now...

Friday, January 8, 2010

private blog, now...

its now, a private blog...
hmm, kinda afraid of someone now...
but now, that someone won't read my blog adi...phew...

hmm, school, was actually kinda busy...
its a tough year tho...gotta gambateh ^^
everyday gt hw now...essays, need to email...
no time actually, to do revision...every night have to burn midnight oil...
and now, sick adi...
almost every night, headache...sometimes i can't even sleep well...
stress, makes me sick...

pjk teacher chg to pn amutha...
wondering whether she will ask us to dance as our warm up session during pjk lesson?
chinese class had chg to thurs now...one period before school, and two periods after school...

hmm, will try to upload once a week maybe?
i'm still thinking, private or chg add?
but now temporarily private maybe...
just in case someone link my blog...

Sunday, January 3, 2010

hmm, still thinking .....

tmr, school again...
so fast have to back to school again...gonna miss my bed very much  xP

Saturday, January 2, 2010

School gonna reopen !!!  Hmm, still lazy, to wake up early in the morning...  I'm just a sleepy piggy  :D

Live ~ Laugh ~ Love

hmm, woke up quite late today...still sleepy, eyes can't really open...
just took my lunch...too full now...stomach gonna burst >.<

whole day doing ntg...dunno wanna do what...
online, watch tv, sleep, eat...ntg much actually...
but soon, can't online frequently adi...blog may be dead also because school gonna reopen soon...
lotsa stuff need to do...homework, prs stuffs, tuition, bla bla bla...dunno whether can cope with it a nt...


its 2010 now...
there're 10 wishes which i hope i can fulfill...


1. to be happy, always

2. less stress, but i know its impossible?

3. get good results in trial exam, and also spm

4. can cope with my studies, especially chemistry, physic and biology

5. to spend more time with him

6. him, to be happy, always too

7. to be good with certain someone?

8. less arguments with family

9. my birthday is not in spm week? i hope so?

10. still a SeCrEt, yet?

Friday, January 1, 2010

better mood now, i guess?

hmm, parents went to kedah this morning...gotta attend my uncle's funeral...
they will be back on Sunday...so now i got what they so-called, 'freedom' :)

wake up this morning, quite early but then, nothing to do, went back to sleep again...
i can't really sleep yesterday...mind was thinking of him...haiz...

dunno what to do, this whole day...
maybe gonna watch dvd later...

feeling better now...
going to forget, everything now...

third post, now...

I'm super duper bored now. Blogging, is my life now, kinda addicted adi, how ??? WORST new year, i guess huh? Urghhh, can't sleep now !!!

sad New Year, i guess?

hmm, i guess, i'm crazy?
one hour 2 post huh?
i feel bored now...so i decided to blog instead of celebrating new year alone...
suddenly, i feel so lonely...
feeling like being left out now...

and at the same time,
i feel so sad...its not sad, actually...
its just feeling very weird, strange...
i dunno what to do...

i miss him so much  :(

Its New Year, baby!!!

2010...
its new year now...

hmm, didn't celebrate this year...supposed to celebrate in dpc, but due to some personal reason, i didn't celebrate...and i'm not in mood to celebrate also...

parents will be out today, to kedah for funeral, till sunday...
i didn't go, because my parents don't let...school gonna reopen soon...they wan me to get prepared...
i wanna go, so much...
i wanna comfort my beloved cousin...he sure very sad now, somemore is on 31/12/2009...its a day, a countdown day, to a new year...

i dunno...i'm happy, outside but not inside,  i guess?
maybe i'm trying to evade?