finger crossed...

i hope its not late yet...
i'll let him know...
after his spm...

i don't want to disturb him...
and i don't want to affect his studies, his results, his spm...

i'll let him know...
EVERYTHING, as he wished...

pls...
forgive me...
for everything...
i'm hurting him, badly...
and...
my heart hurts too...

i'll rather myself to suffer, to sad, in pain...
i won't let him to be unhappy...
my promise to him...
my own promise...

and YOU...
i won't forgive u...
u makes my life miserable...
u ruined my life...
who are u???
me and u knows that !!!